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The Kids From Yesterday

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What a wild fucking ride. In the last few days, My Chemical Romance released their final music video for Danger Days. It was set to The Kids From Yesterday, and, in part, taken from the fan video I created over a year ago. Here it is up on the band's official Youtube page, with an annotated link to my own account and a blurb that credits me as director.The artistic fulfillment alone would be enough to fill me with happiness and joy, but as it turns out, I have another reason to be happy as well.  They decided to pay me. Which means that I can finish college. I officially owe my favorite band... my education? My diploma? My future? So I wrote a guest blog entry for MCR's official site. It was intro'd by Frank Iero. ....Then The Hollywood Reporter wrote an article about it. (And so, my real name was outed to the world. Oops.)

I'm overflowing with emotion and things have been crazy busy (with the video, school starting, and me moving) but I thought maybe some people would want to know how all of this crazy shit had happened? So here's a... blog thing. \:D/?

Around December of 2010, I made this video. Since then, I had the great luck to have it discovered and Tweeted, then blogged, about by Ray Toro. It also appeared on the official site. I flailed a lot.



Then in August right before I saw MCR at Honda Civic, I made this one in an attempt to congratulate them on their 10 year anniversary.



And then, as you well know, I started flipping the fuck out about money and college. In December, I had just decided to go for it - throw caution into the wind, say it's now or never, and go back to school even though I KNEW we didn't have the money and it was likely hopeless - when I got a message, and then a phone call.

Without going into too much detail: They liked my videos (especially the second one, which I hadn't even known they'd seen). The band liked my video (:D). They felt it expressed what they wanted to say, and had been trying to do one themselves before they just decided to call me instead (NFKJBGRKBKRJBG).  They wanted to use it in an official capacity. (;_;) Oh, and they were going to pay me. The management and legal team are full of possibly the nicest human beings ever. All three were lovely and genuinely friendly and so generous with their words. (Plus Tina likes Sherlock. Clearly, Tina is flawless.)  Also, they quoted me a figure and I kind of shat myself.  I Skyped my mom and we screamed a lot because COLLEGE, OH DEAR GOODNESS COLLEGE, COLLEGE AND MY FUTURE AND OH MY GOD.

I sent them the HQ footage and a list of source links longer than an iguana on steroids.  I also had to decide whether to use a pseudonym for when they credited me and told ~people and linked to my Youtube page as director in the annotations of the official video. And well, BYE INTERNET ANONYMITY LOL. Not a single person would really recognize my real name, but IRL > cyberspace. Also they asked me to write a blog entry and so I spent about a day whining at Microsoft Word and bemoaning my lack of writing skills. And they sent me the video to show what their own editing people had done with it (of course, it's lovely).



They released the news that a vid for Kids was being released and my feed was all LOL WHAT IF IT'S ROSA'S HAHAHA LOL and I was like >.>;;;;;;  And then Nova.fm kind of gun. And everyone was like IS IT FAKE and IT'S FAN-MADE and OMG THEY RIPPED ROSALUI OFF and I was like >.>;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;

But we also had a good laugh. :D



But, well. Finally, the blog entry and the video went up on the official site. This is what Frank wrote, and then what I wrote.

"The Kids From Yesterday" Music Video
Monday January 16, 2012 |
Posted by: Frank

Hello friends... Here is the official video for our new single "The Kids From Yesterday" . This will be the last single released from our album Danger Days, and we decided what better song to end on than our collective favorite. This song means a lot of different things to us individually and we hope it speaks to you as well. When deciding what kind of video would work the best with the song we immediately thought of a "video collage" ...something that would show the progression of the band over the past 10 years leading up to one of our most memorable moments, closing the Reading and Leeds festivals this past summer. We began collecting footage and literally stumbled upon an incredible video done by a talented young lady named Emily Eisemann. She had made a fan video, put it up on YouTube and it summed up what we had been trying so very hard to make, perfectly. So we gave her a call, put our videos together, and the rest, as they say, is history.

We'll let Emily give you a bit more insight as to how things came about:

I heard my first My Chemical Romance song seven years ago. They were everything I wasn’t; defiant and unashamed, confident in their individuality and refusing to apologize for their flamboyancy. It’s easy to shoulder the fears and expectations of life like a burden and sink beneath them. Much harder is finding the inspiration to be something (motherfuckers); to lock eyes on the horizon and tell the world, You just watch me run, and never, ever look back.

My Chemical Romance did that for me album after album. I found a foothold in their music and see a reflection of my life in their art, which welcomes us with open arms and never treats us as ‘lesser’ for being female, or gay, or just massive amounts of nerdy. I can hardly articulate the importance of this. It was only recently that I began to try, but I found that with words alone I lack the eloquence to encapsulate what the band means to me.

I thought a video, though, might work.

And really, I couldn’t have done it to any other song. The Kids From Yesterday is my favorite track off of Danger Days. The song is nostalgic; a coming of age anthem about the fear of growing so used to life’s drudging complacency that you forget what it is like to hear the music when your heart begins to break. It’s moving on from idealistic youth, but never forgetting who you were, who you are, and what you owe that to. It’s a journey, both a finale and a prelude. It’s about leaving things behind and flying by the seat of your pants. You never know when the end will come, so hold on tight – or, perhaps, Take my fucking hand – and set off to make something of yourself, because you only live once, you only live now, and the world is what you make of it. In a reflection of words written over ten years ago now, oh, how wrong you would be to think that immortality meant never dying.

I wish I could wax poetic about the intricacies of videomaking, but the fact is that I’m just a girl with a laptop and a knack for procrastination. I drew flow charts, downloaded nearly enough videos to crash my laptop, and spent some nights grumbling discontentedly about fonts. It took a brief entry into a hermit-like existence, a happy neglect of homework, rather too many potato chips and a single all-nighter to finish.

I could never have expected that one day, I would be contacted by the overwhelmingly lovely people of My Chem’s management and asked, in exchange for compensation, to contribute what I had made to the official video for Kids. Not after an era of spectacular Killjoy videos with whose Trans-Ams, inclusion of legendary comic book writers, and badassery, my own creation could never compete.

I am thrilled if other fans watch my work, and humbled to know that the band themselves has done the same. The idea that it was wanted for an official release, however, left me flailing. The idea that I could literally thank My Chemical Romance for saving me from having to drop out of college, watch my entire future slip through my fingers, fall short of every single one of my dreams, and possibly live in a cardboard box, left me not knowing what to say or feel. I think I just sat there, quietly shitting myself.

So, yeah. That’s how that happened.

I hope you guys can forgive the length and rambling nature of this. In summary: Overwhelming joy! Artistic fulfillment! This band is fucking awesome. Thank you, thank you, thank you, and I love you all. - Emily
[SOURCE]

(And then that was when things got surreal, because hi, article about me in The Hollywood Reporter, how are you doing and WHY ARE YOU WRITING ABOUT ME AND NOT KIM KARDASHIAN'S BOOBS?)

New My Chemical Romance Music Video Directed by Fan
Finding inspiration in a Youtube collage created by devotee Emily Eisemann, the band enlisted her help to film “The Kids From Yesterday.”

My Chemical Romance is set to release “The Kids From Yesterday,” the last single from 2010’s Danger Days: The True Lives of the Fabulous Killjoys, the same album that contains the hit “Sing” (Glee-ified in Feb. 2011), and for the video, the band enlisted the directorial skills of one of their own fans.

Emily Eisemann, a 21-year-old from New York, had created a collage-like YouTube video called “My Chemical Romance - Celebrating 10 Years as a Band,” which singer Gerard Way and crew stumbled upon while mining for footage to use in a similar purpose. As it turned out, her independent act of adoration, which featured early interviews with the band interspersed with live gigs, summed up exactly what the guys were going for.

The new clip, which hit YouTube on Jan. 15, showcases the band’s ascent to international stardom in a timeline format -- beginning with MCR’s formative years when they traveled in a van. In an ultimate love letter to their fans, “The Kids From Yesterday” weaves backstage footage with a front-row-view of some of their biggest shows, and in a nod to Eisemann, her original video -- and story -- is also linked prominently.
[SOURCE]


So.  I am... ecstatic. And humbled. Lucky. And grateful. Thank you a million times over to all of you for being my friends - being loving and supportive and efwknekgbkjg. <3 Thanks, too, to all the Killjoys out there who have been so incredibly lovely to me.

So. To the universe, to the management, to all my fellow fans, and to MCR: Thank you. :D Just, thank you.

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[info]sperrywink wrote:
Jan. 17th, 2012 04:05 pm (UTC)
That is probably the coolest thing I have seen in such a long time. I'm so proud and happy for you!

{{hugs}}
[info]rosalui wrote:
Jan. 18th, 2012 11:03 am (UTC)
I'm sort of still vaguely flipping out about it beneath a very thin facade of calm. Thank you!

*hugs*
[info]greedy_dancer wrote:
Jan. 17th, 2012 04:05 pm (UTC)
\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\o//////////////////////

Not gonna lie, when I saw they'd credited you by name I went and had a look at your masterlist. You know, just to check. Erm. o.O

STILL THE MOST AMAZING STORY I'VE HEARD ALL YEAR, BB. SO, SO, SO PROUD. <333333


ALSO: you now officially have the BEST story out of ANYONE EVER for "how I got through college." "You know, I was having some financial trouble, but then I made a video for my favourite band, no big."

Edited at 2012-01-17 04:07 pm (UTC)
[info]rosalui wrote:
Jan. 18th, 2012 11:06 am (UTC)
*dances like a maniac*

Not gonna lie, when I saw they'd credited you by name I went and had a look at your masterlist. You know, just to check. Erm.

?????????? Like, to be sure it was me? XD

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU. I'm so grateful to you and everyone else for the encouragement, as well.

AND OMG, I KIND OF DO. O_____O ONE DAY I WILL SHOCK MY KIDS WITH THIS. IT'D BE LIKE IF MY MOM SUDDENLY WENT "HEY EM, QUEEN PUT ME THROUGH COLLEGE JSYK."
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[info]mistresscurvy wrote:
Jan. 17th, 2012 04:16 pm (UTC)
This entire story makes me happier than I know what to DO with. I have never been prouder of what lovely, LOVELY people they really are. And I absolutely adore both the original video you made, and the one that was released as their official music video.

I am so happy for you, bb. ♥
[info]rosalui wrote:
Jan. 18th, 2012 11:07 am (UTC)
I'm a bit amazed at them (and their team!) myself. Just when you think you can't be a bigger fan.... And I love the new video as well!

[info]isweedan wrote:
Jan. 17th, 2012 04:30 pm (UTC)
BEST BEST BEST. Oh god this is the best. BAND. YOU ARE A SUPERIOR BAND AND YOU MAKE SUPERIOR CHOICES.

They helped you pay for college :'D. WHAT EVEN.

So happy for you.
[info]rosalui wrote:
Jan. 18th, 2012 11:08 am (UTC)
THEY ARE SUPERIOR IN EVERY WAY. THEY WERE ~BORN THAT WAY.

WHAT EVEN INDEED. :'D
[info]cupricanka wrote:
Jan. 17th, 2012 04:39 pm (UTC)
Whooooooooooooooooooooooa.
[info]rosalui wrote:
Jan. 18th, 2012 11:08 am (UTC)
IKR.
[info]goaskjesus wrote:
Jan. 17th, 2012 04:41 pm (UTC)
ejfaojweoifjeaga This day will go down in fandom HISTORY as the greatest fan moment of all time \o/

I still have no idea how you were able to keep it all so hush hush, and I was definitely in the group of OMG IT IS SO SIMILAR TO ROSA'S. THEY NEED TO HIRE HER TO DO VIDEOS FOR THEM *___* (LOLOLOLOL AND IT CAME TRUEEEE)

But exactly like [info]greedy_dancer said, the best part is about being able to continue your education, and say that your favourite band were the ones you helped you pay for it <33

Ahh, so proud :DDDDD
[info]rosalui wrote:
Jan. 18th, 2012 11:12 am (UTC)
LOL IDK ABOUT THAT BUT IT DEFINITELY IS BIG IN MY PERSONAL HISTORY

I don't know how I kept it hush hush either. Or, well, I do - the idea of blabbing after all they'd done for me was a bit horrifying. (LOL I REMEMBER THAT I WAS SO TOUCHE YET ALSO LAUGHING HYSTERICALLY)

<33333333
[info]istne_pieklo wrote:
Jan. 17th, 2012 04:46 pm (UTC)
That is so amazing!!! Congrats, sweetie! So very happy for you. <333
[info]rosalui wrote:
Jan. 18th, 2012 11:14 am (UTC)
Thank you so much bb! ILU! ;3
[info]lea_ndra wrote:
Jan. 17th, 2012 04:49 pm (UTC)
I have to admit I was one of the people thinking this was a hoax, because MCR didn't say a peep on their website until yesterday!!! haha. I would have totally blamed the nova fm people, though. ;-)

But I'm so happy to hear about how this really came about and that you got to be involved (loved your original videos!!!) and I'm even happier for you and that you can go back to college and have it funded!!!

Also, thank you for this video!!! they couldn't have chosen a better one.

Everything about this is just flawless.
[info]rosalui wrote:
Jan. 18th, 2012 11:16 am (UTC)
I probably would have thought so as well, if I hadn't... well, known it wasn't. XD Nova jumped the gun a bit I think, not exactly wise of them since now everyone hates them. :P

Thank you very much! I'm so happy for your support, haha.

xoxo
[info]boreal_forest wrote:
Jan. 17th, 2012 05:06 pm (UTC)
o.o

...oh, wow. ÖLAKJFLASJLASJDLJLSA !!!

*HUGS*

COLLEGE! You get college! *HUGS*

- and this story? The most awesome stuff I've read in a long, long time. Gaaah, so glad for you. ;A;

<3
[info]rosalui wrote:
Jan. 18th, 2012 11:17 am (UTC)
I KNOW. I KNOWWWWWWWWWW. O_O

*hugs* I GET COLLEGE AHHHHHHHHHH!

<3
[info]greenlight6 wrote:
Jan. 17th, 2012 05:14 pm (UTC)
I don't think words can even fully express just how awesome this is. Congratulations and just WOW, do you feel like you're living in the most amazing dream ever or what? XD
[info]rosalui wrote:
Jan. 18th, 2012 11:19 am (UTC)
I'm struggling with words myself!!! I'm still pinching myself, believe me. :D
[info]emanga wrote:
Jan. 17th, 2012 05:16 pm (UTC)
I can't even...I just can't even. Holy shit, Em, this is absolutely wonderful and incredible and you deserve it. Future generations of MCR fans will be watching your fanvid forevermore. And greedy_dancer said it best--best "how I got through college" story in the history of forever. xDD

So congratulations! And props. All the props.
*flails*
[info]rosalui wrote:
Jan. 18th, 2012 11:21 am (UTC)
I'm completely bowled over and running out of words and wkegekgbkerg. Half of me is still stuck on 'they know I exist!' Lol.

<3333333 *flails back*
[info]brynnmck wrote:
Jan. 17th, 2012 05:22 pm (UTC)
Oh my god this is AMAZING ON EVERY LEVEL. SO HAPPY FOR YOU. SO IN LOVE WITH THIS BAND. HEARTS IN MY EYES. AMAAAAAAAZING. Congratulations, dude! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
[info]rosalui wrote:
Jan. 18th, 2012 11:22 am (UTC)
♥ _______ ♥ THANK YOUUUUUUUU! I'm so happy that this has sort of managed to bring happiness to everyone, not just me.
[info]sirona_gs wrote:
Jan. 17th, 2012 05:39 pm (UTC)
You are amazing. I am so, so happy for you, Em, so happy I could cry. I... probably don't know, but I have an inkling of what it means to you, and, wow. You are a star, baby. \0/ \0/ \0/
[info]rosalui wrote:
Jan. 18th, 2012 11:23 am (UTC)
*hugs you and rolls around squealing* \o/
[info]imlikat wrote:
Jan. 17th, 2012 06:08 pm (UTC)
That. Is amazing, and I am crying in happiness for you. <3
[info]rosalui wrote:
Jan. 18th, 2012 11:23 am (UTC)
Thank you! :') I can't believe it myself.
[info]thisquietcity wrote:
Jan. 17th, 2012 06:51 pm (UTC)
I'm so happy to know you had a hand in all of this and that you got to be a part of something created by a band that means so much to you. Having your talent and skills recognized like that is SUCH a wonderful, affirming thing, and I'm glad it happened to you (and you got paid for it! HAAAAAY!). You're a good person. :)
[info]rosalui wrote:
Jan. 18th, 2012 11:24 am (UTC)
I'm... it's ridiculous, I don't even know how to express it. I know that you sort of get it too, as an artist, how just on a pure ARTISTIC level it's like JKBEJKGBEJK VALIDATION WAT and then there's the fan thing ontop of that.

You're rather lovely yourself. :)
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[info]nonmillecarinae wrote:
Jan. 17th, 2012 08:18 pm (UTC)
This is so fucking awesome. You are amazing and your videos are SUPERB and I am SO GLAD that the band saw them and appreciated them and appreciate YOU because you really deserve it. And I am ecstatic that you're able to be back at school and not worrying so much about money, too. Best band, or best band?

<33333 congratulations- so proud of you
[info]rosalui wrote:
Jan. 18th, 2012 11:26 am (UTC)
I don't know what to say except I KIND OF OWE IT ALL TO YOU AND OUR FRIENDS FOR TWEETING RAY THAT TIME ABOUT WHO I WAS. Goodness knows, but that was the first point of contact and it was ALL THANKS TO YOU GUYS. I'm so honored to know brilliant peeps like you. :'D Next concert we hang out, y/mfy?

And the BEST band! :'D
[info]x_dark_siren_x wrote:
Jan. 17th, 2012 08:23 pm (UTC)
I frigging new it. :DDD Honey, that is so awesome - all of it, but kind of also the money, because I knew you were super stressed. I love that this band, who've already done so much for their fans without even realising some of it, have been able to do this for you. And I know they must love it too. ♥

Also, you deserve to be credited, because both those videos are amazing, my love. ♥♥♥
[info]rosalui wrote:
Jan. 18th, 2012 11:29 am (UTC)
Ohohoho, I was wondering if somebody was having ~theories! :D Thanks for all the kind words - you're a lovely person and a lovely writer.

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
[info]morebliss wrote:
Jan. 17th, 2012 09:20 pm (UTC)
BESTEST BAND! BESTEST YOU! BESTEST EVERYTHING! The vid made me cry and so did your blog. So proud of you! ♥____;
[info]rosalui wrote:
Jan. 18th, 2012 11:31 am (UTC)
THE BEST BAAAAAAAAAAND I AM UNWORTHY EKGBKGBRKBGRJBR! I'm so glad you liked the blog, I was so afraid it would sound pretentious or stupid. ;_;

[info]venia_86 wrote:
Jan. 17th, 2012 09:45 pm (UTC)
EPIC
Excuse me while I pick my jaw from the floor cause that's the most amazing thing EVER. O______O OMG EMILY, SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!

To be completely honest I thought that your decision to throw caution to the wind was risky to the point of stupid but I'm glad to have been proven wrong. I am. Also -and I'm not saying it because it was included in an official entry but- your blog entry is just so fluent and no matter how many hours I'd spend on it I don't think I'd have managed to write something as good as that. Congratulations...I'm just so happy for you!!! <33
[info]rosalui wrote:
Jan. 18th, 2012 11:34 am (UTC)
Re: EPIC
*hugs*

I truly appreciate your honesty! I had a pretty good feeling about what I was doing but it's sort of really nice to know you were worrying, in an odd way! <3
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[info]roga wrote:
Jan. 17th, 2012 09:53 pm (UTC)
This entry, you, MCR, and your video are all amazing. I feel so happy right now, having read this. Fuckong rock on <3
[info]rosalui wrote:
Jan. 18th, 2012 11:38 am (UTC)
Thanks! Rock on yourself! :DDDDDDDDDD
[info]fearlessfirefly wrote:
Jan. 17th, 2012 09:59 pm (UTC)
omg I am speechless. that is so AWESOME. /hugs all around/
[info]rosalui wrote:
Jan. 18th, 2012 11:45 am (UTC)
So many hugs for you!
[info]crimsoncourt wrote:
Jan. 17th, 2012 10:13 pm (UTC)
OMG I SAW THIS AND DIED WHEN I SAW YOUR NAME. I always knew you were amazing, bb. Congrats :D
[info]rosalui wrote:
Jan. 18th, 2012 11:46 am (UTC)
THANK YOU SO MUCH I KIND OF DID TOO OMG. And thanks for that! Though I can't say it's true. :P
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[info]moondarri wrote:
Jan. 17th, 2012 10:50 pm (UTC)
the best story i EVER HEARD

congrats - & also thankyou, for that fantastic blog entry which sums up what i think every fan really wants to say. sometimes i feel like fan voices get drowned out when everyone's clamouring at once - sometimes you need a spokesperson, & i'm glad we got you.
[info]rosalui wrote:
Jan. 18th, 2012 11:48 am (UTC)
IT'S LIKE A DISNEY MOVIE OR A MANGA

I'm so happy it came across well! I was truly frightened everyone would hate it, so I'm glad it hit the right chord! :D
[info]komomo wrote:
Jan. 17th, 2012 11:34 pm (UTC)
[info]rosalui wrote:
Jan. 18th, 2012 11:19 am (UTC)
OMG. O_O That's nuts, thank you!
[info]annemaris wrote:
Jan. 17th, 2012 11:35 pm (UTC)
This is so amazing. I'm so happy for you -- especially because you'll be able to finish college. This whole thing is just so happy-making. <33 Also I really loved what you wrote for the blog.
[info]rosalui wrote:
Jan. 18th, 2012 11:48 am (UTC)
Thank you darling! COLLEGE. I AM LEGIT SO EXCITED. (o( And I'm glad the blog turned out okay.
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