I'm overflowing with emotion and things have been crazy busy (with the video, school starting, and me moving) but I thought maybe some people would want to know how all of this crazy shit had happened? So here's a... blog thing. \:D/?
Around December of 2010, I made this video. Since then, I had the great luck to have it discovered and Tweeted, then blogged, about by Ray Toro. It also appeared on the official site. I flailed a lot.
Then in August right before I saw MCR at Honda Civic, I made this one in an attempt to congratulate them on their 10 year anniversary.
And then, as you well know, I started flipping the fuck out about money and college. In December, I had just decided to go for it - throw caution into the wind, say it's now or never, and go back to school even though I KNEW we didn't have the money and it was likely hopeless - when I got a message, and then a phone call.
Without going into too much detail: They liked my videos (especially the second one, which I hadn't even known they'd seen). The band liked my video (:D). They felt it expressed what they wanted to say, and had been trying to do one themselves before they just decided to call me instead (NFKJBGRKBKRJBG). They wanted to use it in an official capacity. (;_;) Oh, and they were going to pay me. The management and legal team are full of possibly the nicest human beings ever. All three were lovely and genuinely friendly and so generous with their words. (Plus Tina likes Sherlock. Clearly, Tina is flawless.) Also, they quoted me a figure and I kind of shat myself. I Skyped my mom and we screamed a lot because COLLEGE, OH DEAR GOODNESS COLLEGE, COLLEGE AND MY FUTURE AND OH MY GOD.
I sent them the HQ footage and a list of source links longer than an iguana on steroids. I also had to decide whether to use a pseudonym for when they credited me and told ~people and linked to my Youtube page as director in the annotations of the official video. And well, BYE INTERNET ANONYMITY LOL. Not a single person would really recognize my real name, but IRL > cyberspace. Also they asked me to write a blog entry and so I spent about a day whining at Microsoft Word and bemoaning my lack of writing skills. And they sent me the video to show what their own editing people had done with it (of course, it's lovely).
They released the news that a vid for Kids was being released and my feed was all LOL WHAT IF IT'S ROSA'S HAHAHA LOL and I was like >.>;;;;;; And then Nova.fm kind of gun. And everyone was like IS IT FAKE and IT'S FAN-MADE and OMG THEY RIPPED ROSALUI OFF and I was like >.>;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;
But we also had a good laugh. :D
But, well. Finally, the blog entry and the video went up on the official site. This is what Frank wrote, and then what I wrote.
"The Kids From Yesterday" Music Video
Hello friends... Here is the official video for our new single "The Kids From Yesterday" . This will be the last single released from our album Danger Days, and we decided what better song to end on than our collective favorite. This song means a lot of different things to us individually and we hope it speaks to you as well. When deciding what kind of video would work the best with the song we immediately thought of a "video collage" ...something that would show the progression of the band over the past 10 years leading up to one of our most memorable moments, closing the Reading and Leeds festivals this past summer. We began collecting footage and literally stumbled upon an incredible video done by a talented young lady named Emily Eisemann. She had made a fan video, put it up on YouTube and it summed up what we had been trying so very hard to make, perfectly. So we gave her a call, put our videos together, and the rest, as they say, is history.
We'll let Emily give you a bit more insight as to how things came about:
I heard my first My Chemical Romance song seven years ago. They were everything I wasn’t; defiant and unashamed, confident in their individuality and refusing to apologize for their flamboyancy. It’s easy to shoulder the fears and expectations of life like a burden and sink beneath them. Much harder is finding the inspiration to be something (motherfuckers); to lock eyes on the horizon and tell the world, You just watch me run, and never, ever look back.
My Chemical Romance did that for me album after album. I found a foothold in their music and see a reflection of my life in their art, which welcomes us with open arms and never treats us as ‘lesser’ for being female, or gay, or just massive amounts of nerdy. I can hardly articulate the importance of this. It was only recently that I began to try, but I found that with words alone I lack the eloquence to encapsulate what the band means to me.
I thought a video, though, might work.
And really, I couldn’t have done it to any other song. The Kids From Yesterday is my favorite track off of Danger Days. The song is nostalgic; a coming of age anthem about the fear of growing so used to life’s drudging complacency that you forget what it is like to hear the music when your heart begins to break. It’s moving on from idealistic youth, but never forgetting who you were, who you are, and what you owe that to. It’s a journey, both a finale and a prelude. It’s about leaving things behind and flying by the seat of your pants. You never know when the end will come, so hold on tight – or, perhaps, Take my fucking hand – and set off to make something of yourself, because you only live once, you only live now, and the world is what you make of it. In a reflection of words written over ten years ago now, oh, how wrong you would be to think that immortality meant never dying.
I wish I could wax poetic about the intricacies of videomaking, but the fact is that I’m just a girl with a laptop and a knack for procrastination. I drew flow charts, downloaded nearly enough videos to crash my laptop, and spent some nights grumbling discontentedly about fonts. It took a brief entry into a hermit-like existence, a happy neglect of homework, rather too many potato chips and a single all-nighter to finish.
I could never have expected that one day, I would be contacted by the overwhelmingly lovely people of My Chem’s management and asked, in exchange for compensation, to contribute what I had made to the official video for Kids. Not after an era of spectacular Killjoy videos with whose Trans-Ams, inclusion of legendary comic book writers, and badassery, my own creation could never compete.
I am thrilled if other fans watch my work, and humbled to know that the band themselves has done the same. The idea that it was wanted for an official release, however, left me flailing. The idea that I could literally thank My Chemical Romance for saving me from having to drop out of college, watch my entire future slip through my fingers, fall short of every single one of my dreams, and possibly live in a cardboard box, left me not knowing what to say or feel. I think I just sat there, quietly shitting myself.
So, yeah. That’s how that happened.
I hope you guys can forgive the length and rambling nature of this. In summary: Overwhelming joy! Artistic fulfillment! This band is fucking awesome. Thank you, thank you, thank you, and I love you all. - Emily
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(And then that was when things got surreal, because hi, article about me in The Hollywood Reporter, how are you doing and WHY ARE YOU WRITING ABOUT ME AND NOT KIM KARDASHIAN'S BOOBS?)
Finding inspiration in a Youtube collage created by devotee Emily Eisemann, the band enlisted her help to film “The Kids From Yesterday.”
My Chemical Romance is set to release “The Kids From Yesterday,” the last single from 2010’s Danger Days: The True Lives of the Fabulous Killjoys, the same album that contains the hit “Sing” (Glee-ified in Feb. 2011), and for the video, the band enlisted the directorial skills of one of their own fans.
Emily Eisemann, a 21-year-old from New York, had created a collage-like YouTube video called “My Chemical Romance - Celebrating 10 Years as a Band,” which singer Gerard Way and crew stumbled upon while mining for footage to use in a similar purpose. As it turned out, her independent act of adoration, which featured early interviews with the band interspersed with live gigs, summed up exactly what the guys were going for.
The new clip, which hit YouTube on Jan. 15, showcases the band’s ascent to international stardom in a timeline format -- beginning with MCR’s formative years when they traveled in a van. In an ultimate love letter to their fans, “The Kids From Yesterday” weaves backstage footage with a front-row-view of some of their biggest shows, and in a nod to Eisemann, her original video -- and story -- is also linked prominently.
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So. I am... ecstatic. And humbled. Lucky. And grateful. Thank you a million times over to all of you for being my friends - being loving and supportive and efwknekgbkjg. <3 Thanks, too, to all the Killjoys out there who have been so incredibly lovely to me.
So. To the universe, to the management, to all my fellow fans, and to MCR: Thank you. :D Just, thank you.
- Currently Nesting:Bed, My Room, My Flat, Hong Kong
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Not gonna lie, when I saw they'd credited you by name I went and had a look at your masterlist. You know, just to check. Erm. o.O
STILL THE MOST AMAZING STORY I'VE HEARD ALL YEAR, BB. SO, SO, SO PROUD. <333333
ALSO: you now officially have the BEST story out of ANYONE EVER for "how I got through college." "You know, I was having some financial trouble, but then I made a video for my favourite band, no big."
Edited at 2012-01-17 04:07 pm (UTC)
Not gonna lie, when I saw they'd credited you by name I went and had a look at your masterlist. You know, just to check. Erm.
?????????? Like, to be sure it was me? XD
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU. I'm so grateful to you and everyone else for the encouragement, as well.
AND OMG, I KIND OF DO. O_____O ONE DAY I WILL SHOCK MY KIDS WITH THIS. IT'D BE LIKE IF MY MOM SUDDENLY WENT "HEY EM, QUEEN PUT ME THROUGH COLLEGE JSYK."
I am so happy for you, bb. ♥
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They helped you pay for college :'D. WHAT EVEN.
So happy for you.
WHAT EVEN INDEED. :'D
I still have no idea how you were able to keep it all so hush hush, and I was definitely in the group of OMG IT IS SO SIMILAR TO ROSA'S. THEY NEED TO HIRE HER TO DO VIDEOS FOR THEM *___* (LOLOLOLOL AND IT CAME TRUEEEE)
But exactly like
Ahh, so proud :DDDDD
I don't know how I kept it hush hush either. Or, well, I do - the idea of blabbing after all they'd done for me was a bit horrifying. (LOL I REMEMBER THAT I WAS SO TOUCHE YET ALSO LAUGHING HYSTERICALLY)
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But I'm so happy to hear about how this really came about and that you got to be involved (loved your original videos!!!) and I'm even happier for you and that you can go back to college and have it funded!!!
Also, thank you for this video!!! they couldn't have chosen a better one.
Everything about this is just flawless.
Thank you very much! I'm so happy for your support, haha.
xoxo
...oh, wow. ÖLAKJFLASJLASJDLJLSA !!!
*HUGS*
COLLEGE! You get college! *HUGS*
- and this story? The most awesome stuff I've read in a long, long time. Gaaah, so glad for you. ;A;
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*hugs* I GET COLLEGE AHHHHHHHHHH!
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So congratulations! And props. All the props.
*flails*
<3333333 *flails back*
You're rather lovely yourself. :)
<33333 congratulations- so proud of you
And the BEST band! :'D
Also, you deserve to be credited, because both those videos are amazing, my love. ♥♥♥
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To be completely honest I thought that your decision to throw caution to the wind was risky to the point of stupid but I'm glad to have been proven wrong. I am. Also -and I'm not saying it because it was included in an official entry but- your blog entry is just so fluent and no matter how many hours I'd spend on it I don't think I'd have managed to write something as good as that. Congratulations...I'm just so happy for you!!! <33
I truly appreciate your honesty! I had a pretty good feeling about what I was doing but it's sort of really nice to know you were worrying, in an odd way! <3
congrats - & also thankyou, for that fantastic blog entry which sums up what i think every fan really wants to say. sometimes i feel like fan voices get drowned out when everyone's clamouring at once - sometimes you need a spokesperson, & i'm glad we got you.
I'm so happy it came across well! I was truly frightened everyone would hate it, so I'm glad it hit the right chord! :D
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